For the last extended period, I have been not in a position to post. Mostly busy with a ton of other stuff happening. (Read 6 - 7 day weeks and 10 hours a day) When you work like that, there is little time or energy to do other things.
But now, there has been a period of rest involved. A time to let the mind settle. A time to let the on-edge nerves of things back off to a managable scream, rather than a numbing, throbbing, blast and roar, echoing and trapped inside my mind, and Id.
The ego and super-ego have had time to come to terms with each other.
The Lady and I have had moments of less than harmonious outlooks on each other. Not that she won any of those exchanges. But they were there. Not good.
Friction made things heat up and putting things right again required a joint effort. I was too tired and irritable to handle her properly. And her training suffered.
Getting her "whipped" back in to line will take a bit of time but she is ready. During the tired time, she became sullen about the lack of attention. Going out of her way to try and spark my ire and get the reward of a thorough spanking. Or maybe time tied up and punished in a manner more appropriate for the "crime" she committed.
She was terribly frustrated. And she made that known. Not being properly disciplined, and mostly ignored, only made her push that much more.
After enjoying a period of recovery from the exhaustion and frustration from work, I have been devoting more time to the proper care and attention of my Lady. And now that she has had a few more extended periods of being too tender to sit, her mood is improving.
I gave her some new orders to be followed on a daily basis. First, her collar is to be on when she gets home every night. That is to help remind her of her place. Though I don't make her wear it where it might damage her standing at work.
Second, no bra at home. I will have unencumberd access to her at any time. (And it doesn't hurt that she does a very fine job of filling out her blouses. I particularly enjoy the show her nipples make against the fabric. So much so, in fact, that I have ordered pumping cylinders to help perk them up even more.) Again, a reminder.
Of course there is payment to be made when she fails to comply. Funny how when she is in a particular mood, she tends to become forgetful.
And to show how much she means to me, I bought her a new collar and leash. She looks very attractive in them. I even promised to take her for a walk around the lake soon in them, if she is good. That made her very happy. And naughty. I can tell she is trying to goad me with some misbehavour so we go for that walk quicker. Being seen in public like that makes her wet.
Now that a sense of "right" has reappeared in our little place in the universe, I shall be back on a regular basis. Sharing stories, both real and imagined.
